Below Average Capacity

Yesterday was a nonstop marathon to end a week that began with me being triggered by almost being assaulted, and began as a fairly normal morning, except for being the fourth in a row with the noise of apartment renovations upstairs in the front house, leading into a truncated therapy session, then nearly an hour of socializing with my medical transport driver all the way across the Portland metropolitan area from St. Johns to Clackamas, who upon seeing my Red Sox cap said we might have a problem as he lifted his own Yankees cap into view but at least I’m not autistic in the way that kept me from understanding this was in jest, stopping once I arrived at my destination to quickly inhale a small lunch before my cardiology appointment for a stress test where I couldn’t last more than five minutes on the treadmill and which among other things yielded the unsurprising observation that I’ve “below average exercise capacity for age and gender”, then a two-hour transit ride all the way back across the Portland metropolitan area from Clackamas to St. Johns, where I watched the wildness of the Red Sox clinching a postseason spot on a walk-off and couldn’t manage anything more than cereal and yogurt for dinner, all of which then piled up today to become a constant cognitive and attentional malaise, a very low sensory threshold, and some pretty dyspraxic proprioception, leaving me little I could do to fill my time without discomfort, and also leaving me by evening circling the event horizon of a sobbing fit from the sheer exhaustion of the entire ordeal which wouldn’t even be an ordeal for most other people, but at least I’m told that I’m living in a lawless, crime-ridden, war-ravaged hellscape?

This Domain Is Six Years Old

Today is the sixth anniversary of the bix.blog domain going live on the web, and so technically also the anniversary of the germ of the idea to try to restore two and a half decades worth of blogging under its umbrella.

How People Read Blogs

Evan has an interesting breakdown of the different ways in which different people read your blog, broken down into lenses like thoroughness, language, software, format, and even various kinds of personal and technical difficulty. All of which he says he tries to keep in mind when he blogs.

Sometimes The Body Keeps The Wrong Score

Today by necessity began with an early Ride to Car trip to Sunnyside Medical Center in Clackamas, about as “all the way on the other aide of town” as you can get from St. Johns. My driver this time happened to be of the “take the freeway” persuasion, which always carries with it a risk of claustrophobia should traffic be particularly slow.

Unapologetic Imperfection

“You did not start blogging to blog about blogging,” suggests Laura. She later adds, “This kind of navel-gazing blogging-about-blogging writing is self-help flavored to me, and self-help writing is so scammy and unpleasant.” For me, this depends upon what kind of meta-blogging is happening.

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